I’m all out of tears.

Hold your composure Richey. People can say and act as fucked up as they want to get under your skin but HOLD YOUR COMPOSURE. Especially if you know that the person doing it has good intentions and loves you. ESPECIALLY if you love and care for that person.

No one deserves to be talked to the way you’re talked to at times but its gonna be okay. Remember that she still cares and even though she sucks at expressing her feelings.. She wants nothing but the best for you.

Stop fucking up richey. Realize what you did wrong and work twice as hard to fix it.

I’ve done a lot to change these past couple of months and no one can take that away from me. I’m a better person and I’m getting better day by day.

Fuck you. That’s all.. FUCK YOU, you pretentious, idiotic, heartless FUCK!

Just.. So. Fucking. Tired.

Everything is just so perfect but imperfect at the same time.

Trust: if someone trusts you, DO NOT jeopardize losing it. Especially if you love them.

I can’t apologize enough. I beat myself up every night for the shit I’ve done.

Things discovered this past weekend:

1. I’m happy.
2. I trust her entirely.
3. I have a lot to be grateful for and all this stress and negativity is no mas.
4. I am staring commitment in the eye and I’m not afraid anymore!
5. Cutting down on playing because that’s not what I want this to be all about.
6. As worried and scared as I am after that doctors appointment, I’m going to live my life, not take things for granted, and love more than I’ve ever loved before.

Everyone smile… Because I can’t even put into words how things could change at the drop of a hat. Just stay positive.